after recently coming to my senses realising my latest, greatest girl crush was never going to give me a shot, i realised that basically every girl i’ve ever been close to, barely has a part in my life anymore.
seems they are pretty good at coming and going as they please. i don’t know if its me but i’m never mean or rude to a girl and i haven’t changed a bit personality wise. i’ve never held a grudge against anyone in my entire life and i’m always the one to make any form of contact whatsoever.
i must just be a very uninteresting person, i’ve gotten so used to being denied dates/meeting people/anything that my shit giving factor is decreasing rapidly.
rant over, dry spell continues